August 21st, 2005

Time: 01:23 pm

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July 5th, 2004

Subject: my boobs itch, frickin sun burns!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Time: 12:39 am

i got a car!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! who cares if its ugly! lol. soon it will be neon green. and you're gonna know when jessica may is coming! <3 p.s. who wants to hang out?!?!?!?

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July 4th, 2004

Subject: my sunburn hurts! Time: 01:08 am

today was amazing. first it started off with me, val and my mom being weirdos as my best friend devin watched. it was insane. then devin and i saw dodgeball and hung out all day and it was awesome. i love him to death! we had chai and cigarettes<3 [edit picture cus devin didnt like it:/] and then later, we were driving and i didnt have my lights on. the one time i drive without a parent pretty much i get pulled over. i got 2 tickets. one for driving devin, and the other for no lights. i have awful luck with cops. grrrrrrrrrrrrrr. anyways, i am tired...erica and i are gonna watch chick flicks. i have nothing to do tomorrow, how sad. i feel so excluded from most of my friends, whatever.. i guess they dont like to be around me.

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July 2nd, 2004

Current Music: nysnc- all i ever wanted Subject: slumber party time<3 Time: 11:15 pm

i just saw the notebook with val and KRISTA! and i cried soo much, we all did. it was the most depressing movie i've ever seen. but it was soo amazing, the love the 2 main characters shared. i was in shock, yet utterly jealous. that is what i want, i want what they had sooo bad. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR future boyfriend, are you alive?!?!?!?!?!? p.s. my sun burn hurts like a bitch My Best Friend is danseinmisery Our 23 common interests are: afi, anatomy of a ghost, as hope dies, bane, bleeding through, bright eyes, cursive, dashboard confessional, give up the ghost, hot cross, ladytron, le tigre, pretty girls make graves, rilo kiley, saetia, scars of tomorrow, sinai beach, terror, the cure, the doors, the faint, the postal service, underoath Who is your best friend? Username: Created by macoto ahh tony, sorry i forgot you! best friend..haha.

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July 1st, 2004

Subject: warped tour Time: 11:41 pm

erica and i arrived to the largest line known to man at about 11. then after 30 mins of waiting we cut in line with some friends. anyways, we met up with valerie and saw: the early novemeber yellowcard taking back sunday thursday underoath^ saosin 18 visions from first to last the bled^ the bled was soooo fucking amazing. saosin did awful with the fil-in story of the year singer. i had a lot of fun but my chest is more red than a lobster!

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June 29th, 2004

Time: 06:16 pm

so last night erica, cassy and i went to see NAPOLEON DYNAMITE [again] then at 1 oclock janey and hilda called me asking if we wanted to go bowling. so we snuck out. went to the bowling alley to meet andy and sean. when we got there andy was "occupied" in his car. and sean was talking to some ditzy girls who liked cats. ha. then we went to dennys. anyways, to get to the point. andy was drunk as fuck. hilda was mad cus the girls wouldnt let him drive home. so they got in this argument. hilda said she has a gun "shoot me, point it to my head, kill me" andy yelled [the gun was unloaded] the reason andy was so mad was cus [despite the fact he was drunk] sean was suppose to drive him home, but he stayed with us. so andy gets in his car "i'm gonna throw you guys off the road" he starts chasing us..and we put on our seatbelts. then he leaves. hilda calls him begging him to call back, as janey is crying. he hangs up on her. i call him and beg him to come back and he refuses to. and then he got lost and was attempting to come back cus he knew he was gonna kill himself, so he tells me what intersection he is at. and somehow we managed to find it. then he says "shit, a cop is following me" DOOOOOOOOOOMED! the cops pull him over, he is drunk as fuck, underage [17] way past curfew, and has open alcohol in his car. we pull up to the scene, erica and i stay in the car cus i dont want to get in trouble for being out past probation curfew. hilda and janey cry, telling the officers andy left us and we were scared. the officers make hilda and andy take all the drunk tests. andys alcohol level was 0.05! the officers say he would be going to jail if they didnt save him. even tho the reason he left was cus of hilda. hahahha lucky andy. oh yah. fuck flakes!

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June 24th, 2004

Subject: erica is a fox;) hahaha! Time: 11:17 pm

so i finally went to court. informal probation for 6 months. until christmas eve:/ My curfew is 10 oclock everynight. what a fun summer. i am getting random drug and alcohol tests. i have to complete 50 hours of community service and must attend a drug/alcohol awarness series program. and also a law awarness program. and have to attend counseling. if i dont follow these regulations or get in any trouble with the cops. i go to jail for 2 years. this really sucks. at least i can stay the night at [approved] friends' houses. so, uhhh who wants to have a slumber party? i am in the need of company.

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June 21st, 2004

Time: 06:15 pm

guess what dad!!! i'm not a failure. i passed. with flying colors! SO GO SUCK A PICKLE! last night at 2:30 erica and i were kidnapped by sally and amber. we went to harbor house. had some funny and gross conversations. found a condom. went to del. saw my brother! and candice!!!!!! it was exciting. got home at 5 haha. tonite: sleep over at krista carrie taylors! and i get to see my bff devin! yay! oh...the piercings are out. and i look even uglier. *sigh* and i didnt even get the money!

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June 20th, 2004

Time: 06:51 pm

in the words of my father: "i dont want to waste my time taking you to get your license when you WILL fail." he makes me feel so loved. :/

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Subject: no slut here:) Time: 01:26 am

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June 19th, 2004

Current Music: bryan playing guitar Subject: suck it. Time: 07:06 pm

flakes really bother me. especially when they say they are going to stay the night. and then DONT! [you know who you are] anyways, i got retainers for all my facial piercings [minus septum] looks lame. but whatever. oh, and i am really sorry for what i did the other night. i am a bad best friend. and i wont do it again, i promise!!! bryans making a vegan dinner. and i wanna go to the block and see napolean dynamite. i'm sorta emotionless. i wish i weren't so numb:/

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Time: 12:40 pm

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June 18th, 2004

Subject: who lives in a pinapple under the sea? Time: 08:52 pm

since my parents read my journal. they are making me go to a psychologist. they think i am depressed [again] which is lame. cus most of the time i'm very happy. my license test is 3:30 on monday. wish me luck, i really need it. i havent had much experience at all. oh, my dad gave my cell back. if i take out the piercings tomorrow. i hate how he judges me based on appearance. anyways, erica, valerie and i are really bored now that we're carless. anyone want to hang out? im: tearsfadenheaven <3

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June 16th, 2004

Time: 11:55 pm

MOM!!!!!! stop reading my journal or i will never talk to you again!!!!! cant i have privacy!? GOD! i cant trust you anymore!!!! oh. people gross me out. but i love my BEST FRIEND devin. and i regret something so much. it really hurts. i wish i didnt have so much regret. i hate someone grrrrrrrr.

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Time: 01:16 pm

i am looking for an 18 year old roomate. and...my cell phone was convestgated. so, uhhh if you need to get a hold of me. GOOD LUCK.

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June 14th, 2004

Subject: FINALLY NEW PICS Time: 01:32 pm

my dad canceled my wisdom teeth apt. cus he said i would die. and hes making me take out all my piercings tomorrow. grrr. so here's some final pics:/ *sigh* best friends! aw my lil sis! tearsfadeNheaven: u got all the looks in the family i hate you! tearsfadeNheaven: grrr tearsfadeNheaven: ha bry an ma y 1 38: haha bry an ma y 1 38: no wayyy bry an ma y 1 38: clearly douglas did if you knew our family, you'd be laughing.

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June 13th, 2004

Time: 11:01 pm

wisdom teeth out tomorrow. soo fucking nervous. bali high cloves are amazing! cousin bonding time! now back to homework:/

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Subject: why wont he like me!?? Time: 12:53 am

i hate myself. inside and out. i really dont like who i have become. no more lies. no more drinking. no more drugs. no more being a bad friend [i am soo sorry, please forgive me] i would give up smoking..but i am addicted. no more hooking up. i am going to go to church more. and become better friends with myself. and my sister. and the rest of my family. they just keep dying on me. gosh. fuck people. actually. fuck me. i am a terrible person.

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June 12th, 2004

Subject: i have the spice girls stuck in my head Time: 01:23 pm

yesterday was such a bad day. first, i had that awful cough. and everytime i had an attack my monroe would get cought on my teeth.. then, a few of us were at jesse raes<3 and the cops came and all this shit. i just left, but was soo scared cus all of the people there had alcohol and stuff. and then at del there was this big fight with one of my friends and this other guy, over stealing alcohol..how sad. i got a long lecture from jeffrey, but he made me feel better. then everyone was reeally mad at me cus i made a stupid mistake and ashley slugged me [which i have a bruise!] and i started crying. kyle held me and i couldnt stop crying. i guess i was sad cus some boy didnt call me. and then some other boy i love doesnt love me. blah! then i dumped my head in the del taco sink. haha. and washed it. refreshing. erica and i saw a gnarly accident on the way to jesses, it was soooo bad. cars flipped and shit. thennnn at del, i saw someone i havent seen in a long time, which brought back memories:/ thennnn after sleeping on a fucking unconfortable bed, waking up to find out my grandpa died last night...gosh. but i have a digital camera and i am gonna take pics of my new piercings, before i take em out:/ *sigh*

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June 11th, 2004

Time: 11:51 am

so, yesterday was wonderful. i really hate crushes though. he's soooo perfect:/ blah. i wish boys didnt have so much control over my happiness.. i've been coughing up blood. and my ribs hurt from coughing. i really need to do my hw.

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